If I were Basil Hallward ?

As I said before Basil Hallward is a painter influenced by his friend Dorian Gray. If I were Basil Hallward from The Picture Of Dorian Gray, I would write in my dairies more about my life, because in the book Basil keeps talking about his mysterious friend Dorian Gray and the portrait that the draws and he never talks about his self, I would write more about my family, my childhood  my origins, and the most important thing my character, Basil has such good character, being a talented artist without being known, always looking for what is good for the others before himself.
Finally, I would write about one of the main character of the book which is Dorian Gray, the reason why he influenced my art, my life and even more my soul, he brought a touch to my life changing the way I think and the way I react when he is next to me